life is a roller-coaster

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @ 5:26 AM

Googlism

Type in Googlism.com and copy and paste the first 15 results.
Lol so fun!

(Credits to Sydney)

janella is actively involved in building a strong community in her hometown
janella is based in western Australia (Seriously?)
janella is not fully aware of all the powers hidden within these 'gloves'
janella is a duelist in Rhydin's duel of swords and duel of fists
janella is involved with various volunteer organizations in town that help the needy (Almost XD)
janella is a very pleasant girl who enjoys listening to music (Oh,yes!)
janella is a seventh grade student at st (WRONG!)
janella is jail
janella is responsible for management of student/patient encounter data
janella is an outdoor girl too and she loves to spread her legs and show her pussy
janella is in charge of
janella is a ruthless prison warden (Maybe?)
janella is so cute (HAHHAHAHAH)
janella is my best friend from my freshman year in college
janella is a variant form of the scottish jane
janella is a friendly goddess that tolerates us
janella is used to in Detroit

Monday, July 21, 2008 @ 5:30 AM

Hey ;)

To show how I really love this very amazing person…

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALPHA-CHAN!
Happy birthday, happy birthday!

May you have more blessings and anime names to come =P
I love you so much.

Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 11:36 PM

Another Post

My mind’s been confusing me. I have no idea what to blog for today. Well, I made one and saved it in my floppy disk (Yes, I use a floppy disk because I’m lame) but it doesn’t seem to be the right one because its contents mark the word FAIL.
.

Wow, that seems to be a right post. Argh! Why can’t something pop inside? I’ll try sharing a
story.

1. I’m currently reading “The Five People You Met in Heaven” by Mitch Albom and ¼ of the book is left for me to read.

2. I’ve stayed up late almost leaving myself to cry since I was a bit irritated at my group mates during Thursday night to finish a presentation for Kazakhstan because I’ve been told that the deadline was on Friday, finding out the next day that the deadline is on the 24^th.

3. The Fine Dining was a success and I love ice cream!

4. Ana who was in the other class, brought cake for their fine dining and I missed out eating half of the cake, which wasn’t finished by her group.

5. I finally made a sucky update on my ff after two whole months.

6. I was home alone and had fun teasing Ernest last night.

7. I plan to join the Swimming team for our intramurals because I don’t want to end up in the cheering group. My first choice was in the Volleyball team but they didn’t pick me because they wanted to give chance to my other classmates since I’ve been in the volley team for 2 years now

8. I plan to abandon my LiveJournal account because nobody reads what I post. So it’s better in here. Yeah, Blogspot!

9. I have fallen in love with Bran Flakes.

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People who are going gaga over Edward from Twilight 24/7 kind of creeps me out. I mean, can’t they understand the word FICTION? He is a character imagined by Stephenie Meyer’s mind, which in a sense, doesn’t really EXIST. Saying I love Edward (period) is very acceptable but repeating and repeating and making out-of-this-world stuff on him is…

Just recently, I had another dream of Sugar Sugar regarding about my article. I dreamed that my article, which was 1-½ pages long, was literally edited and placed at the very bottom of a page in a 2-3 inch rectangle.

Another dream was I that I sort-of had the article but only weird wasted pictures of mine were published during the interview and Gaby’s article was there but it was about a wooden instrument.

Another dream was that my article was in there but it was TOTALLY edited, meaning, it wasn’t really my article and the title was Janella’s -something- (a word that almost leads to relaxation?)

Another but it was a concert. I was watching Jonas Brothers in concert and their venue was a movie theater. What’s worse is that I think I told myself I enjoyed it more than TC5 concert because I wasn’t alone; I had Sam with me :)

I think this is enough for now.

Thursday, July 17, 2008 @ 2:44 AM

School Rant

I failed the long quiz in AP (History) by just one point and I hate myself for it. I first got 20/30 but when I spotted a mistake by Bea’s checking I now had 19/30. I could’ve passed! I studied hard for that test. Reading word per word and even though I was about to throw the book on the wall, I still studied.

Anyway, time will be flying really fast tomorrow as the very hectic schedule comes to life. In the morning, we’ll be having our fine dining for Cooking. We’ll be having an Italian theme where we’ll be eating pork chop (except for me) as the main dish, pesto, garlic bread as the side dish, mushroom soup as the appetizer, and vanilla ice cream as the dessert.

I’ll be bringing a table cloth, place mats and the mushroom soup, so I have to prepare everything after I’ve done doing ALL the researches needed and studying for the quizzes tomorrow.

The first quarterly exam’s getting near and there’s a LOT to be done. Home-reading report on an Asian short story, original Balagtasan for Filipino and including the plenty of home works to be submitted and quizzes tomorrow.

After classes, Volleyball training will be up again. Yesterday’s training was suicide! We all did these exercises for the legs to improve proper posture when in the game. I/We almost died from exhaustion because everyone was desperately in need of a break but the coach ignored us.

Fortunately, we survived. The coach warned us on all the things that are going to be happening in the future. Both coaches who will be training us are really strict. Period. We have to control ourselves from growing devil horns on our heads and etc.

So, I think I’m done. I’ll be stating more on the weekend. Chow!

Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 10:35 PM

READ THIS!

Change is truly inevitable and it’s up to you whether to go for it or not.
IF you’re reading this is for YOU.

We’ve known you as the humble person who believes she’s just like the rest of us, average-looking people. People have been insisting you’re pretty because truly, you are good-looking but time passes, you get sick of it and tend to accept it…

YOU have no idea what you’ve been doing for the past weeks. We’ve been friends with you for almost a year and shared laughs and sorrow at the same time and place AND now you ignore us because you have better people to hang out with.

These people hang out with you to know you better and to drool even more over you. Sadly, you fell for it. You know they’re head-over-heals over you and you make sure it stays that way.

The friends you’ve been with since the end of last school year has now abandoned you because of what you’ve become. You’ve done your best to say sorry to someone because of an unreasonable mistake you foolishly did. You cried on someone’s shoulder because of that but still, no one trusts or even likes you anymore.

You stopped greeting your friends every time YOU pass by them because they’re not as cool as the people you’re with. You see us but you look as if we’re bugs freely flying in the air.

If you’ve reached this far, well congratulation, I have more to say. Get this, I’m writing this for ALL, and by all it means EVERYONE. Everyone who has known you since the day you arrived and the day until now. This entire post is about YOU and what you’ve become and everyone hates it.

Can’t you see or even realize what you’re doing every second? Double-check yourself! We may differ from physical appearance but remember we have brains. We may not have the coolest or the most popular friends beside us but we have the friends who like us for who we are. Don’t think it’s us who are wrong but it’s YOU who needs repair. Go enjoy life, let's see who'll suffer and ask for help.

Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 3:44 AM

Untitled. Srsly

Buying the Modern Minds and Pastimes – Tour Edition was a BIG waste of money. I know I sound odd but it is true. Every time I’ll be seeing that stupid CD in display on my top shelf, I want to throw it away. AND I only used it once and it was during our road trip to the province.

You know, I could’ve bought the white TC5 lanyard, CDs like Riot!, Pretty. Odd., Simple Plan, Boys Like Girls or whatever CD’s available in the store, or I could’ve even just kept it in my savings for future use.

Why am I even complaining? Well, it’s pretty obvious; I’ve already seen and heard the additional songs and videos. I’m so stupid! If I wasn’t so greedy in having this huge collection of The Click Five, I wouldn’t be regretting something I just did!

The reason why I’m acting like this is maybe because I couldn’t accept the fact that The Click Five doesn’t have a small fan base here in the Philippines like they did when I first heard their music, maybe it’s because I couldn’t accept that my title for being this hardcore TC5 fan in school disappeared all of a sudden when Jenny hit the airwaves, maybe it’s because now I’m not the only one who keeps talking about them whenever I’m in the classroom, or maybe it’s because.. I’m just mad and furious.

I know I sound terrible and bossy but I just can’t help it. I know I wasn’t an active boardie when Eric was still in the band but I kept supporting them outside the world of internet. Now, I just can’t stand stupid teenies thinking they’re the number 1 fan/s of the band, knowing every single thing about them and cat fighting over everything.

BUT I can’t blame what’s happening right now. I once wished of having TC5 perform here because I was dead jealous of Singapore and Malaysia that time. I got my wish but I didn’t really expect a new lead singer would be taking place. I don’t blame anyone especially Kyle or Eric because I know it is life and a lot of these things happen in the music industry.

Of all these, there’s still another side of it. If this didn’t happen, I wouldn’t meet and have these amazing friends from across Asia. I first thought Asians weren’t awesome of the reason I can’t explain. I know I’m Asian but just let your mind think of a random reason on this. It was already months after lurking around the Boards I started having friends who I can talk to, share stories, and just have fun whenever I’m online, and those were Asian people.

Even though the negative things that make me furious circle around me, I still wish I could continue supporting the band I really love and keep the friends I’ve met online.

Saturday, July 5, 2008 @ 12:29 AM

FRIDAY NIGHT!

I never felt so alive and relieved at the same time in accomplishing something big. I’ve been doing my homework since the time I woke up and I mean homework = TONS.

Anyway, it’s the WEEKEND! And omigad, relaxation time!

I’m experimenting with the new version of Internet Explorer and everything confuses me. It’s so different.. I guess I just got used to Firefox that’s why I feel like this BUT I am willing to use IE for the moment.

It’s kind of slow and the font is so different, to be honest…

So many things happened yesterday and I have no idea where to start. Let’s start from the house of Tasha…

I went there by walking with Tasha, Jeanelle, her sister, and Ebe. Her house is just a walking distance from school and we walked while the rain slowly sprinkled. They all had sports training except for me :|

Well, I could’ve been training with Jeanelle and Ebe in Volleyball if I didn’t forget to ask a training slip from Ms. Aniago during Thursday afternoon. I hate myself. I wish I could still catch up by next week.

We planned on starting our Kazakhstan A/V presentation there and eat some food because it was her brother’s birthday. Here comes the pretty interesting part..

I finally got the chance to see her laptop! I expected it would be an HP or iMAC since she has money ;)

She brought out a bag, where her laptop was placed. I had the excitement jittering inside me when I slowly took it out. The dark figure was slowly appearing while I pulled it out. When it came out from the bag, I was literally shocked.

I couldn’t find a picture of the laptop in the internet because it’s very extraordinary. I even wished I had my camera with me to share what it looks like. Imagine this: A very old Fujitsu laptop with a big blue hard button as the mouse, a floppy drive and a recently cracked up monitor, which was accidentally sat down by her overweight brother, in a Windows 95 OS.

Believe this, it’s still working.

It can even surf the net! We tried googling our research and do some stuff but it was damn slow because they were only using a Dial-up connection. Anyway, the laptop was pretty rocking hard! I love the mouse ;)

If you were wondering, we didn’t get a thing from our research because we did something mysterious.

I arrived home at 9pm and practically tried studying afterwards.. Well, nothing happened actually because I was freaking tired.

Anything familiar?
Gonna read it later night

OMIGAD.

Statistics Book :|

Bio Book.
Rufus, the naked mole rat XD

MOUTH

Reminder notes for History.
See how I hate it XD

Sketches from my notebook.

@ 12:10 AM

Choices.

I remembered the night I dreamed of seeing my friends in an unknown corner smoking cigarettes. I almost cried because Anna, one of my most awesome friends who know what’s right and wrong, was part of that crowd. “Why are you in there? That’s not you!”, I cried. But she ignored me and continued what she was doing.

I immediately woke up after that and let out a big sigh, thanking God it was just a dream.

One day, I was online on Yahoo! Messenger and was doing the usual thing. I suddenly got an IM from a friend saying she experienced hell and it was fun. I expected hell was awesome in a good vibe but it wasn’t what I was expecting throughout everything.

I smoked, she said and my world started to fall apart. In a million years I thought she’d changed. I thought accompanying her from all her sorrowful moments would help her a lot but it was worthless. I did favors for her even though it would cost me big trouble. I did that all for her because I believed she wanted to change for the better and because she is my friend.

She’s been through everything from thick and thin. We weren’t that close when she had her moment but we became one when she lost her touch. I listened to every word she said the time she transferred to a new school for a new life. I laughed with her and visited her at times.

Seeing those two words she just said through IM really hurt me and I knew that wasn't a dream.

I then heard a rumor yesterday that she’s now doing drugs called Ecstasy. Just wow.

Fear started crawling up my body. I didn’t want that life, where I’ll start drinking and smoking and finally turn away from my family. I really don’t want that. I know that I’ll be making the right choices with the right people as time passes, and God is there.

I have my friends, my good and family-loving friends, and I know they’ll never leave me through thick and thin.

preface

Everything I state in this page are words of truth and reality. I am not a perfect person. I know that I have been given life to see how the world works and revolves. At this point of my life, I say that I understand life in ways that move like a roller coaster. That is a fact. I am Janella and this is how it flows in my world.

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