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Monday, June 30, 2008 @ 4:26 AM
The life of torture, suffering... and suckishness Fark. I officially hate History all because of a stupid teacher. We were told to make this very absurd homework where you have to list down all the minerals, lands and waters found in each country in I want to rant and rant… and maybe backstab all the hell I want on that teacher but I’m being safe. If anyone finds out I curse someone from school here online, I’m dead vegetable. I hate meat, so vegetables are better. Get it? Fine. I suck. I just finished it and took everything from the useless book we have. Useless because I/we don’t understand a thing because it has very deep Filipino words and we have no idea what’s it about since the teacher doesn’t discuss the lesson properly. Oops! I made a negative remark. My bad! Yeah, right.
Not literally in the school corridor looking down the tress. Somewhat like that. Just waiting for a miracle… (That’s my first time in EMOland) Ew.
Sunday, June 29, 2008 @ 1:36 AM
Sunday/e I'm craving for ice cream right now especially a Hot Fudge Sundae from either McDo or Jollibee with French fries to go with. I've been here since morning and it's Sunday; I did homework first and fixed my JavaScript problem, which still hasn't been solved right now. I have no idea how LiveJournal works and it kills me badly. I want to change my layout but I don't know how. I know I'm immaturely ranting right now and I should be doing research in the site to avoid my ranting. I can't wait for tomorrow! It's gonna be July and the SugarSugar issue will be up, meaning, my article on TC5 will be there.. Gaby says it's gonna be on the August but I heard Kai said it will be in tomorrow's issue. -crosses fingers- I can't remember what are my next words. Argh. Oh, yeah! Yesterday, we pre-celebrated Mother Josepha's beatification (the REAL beatification will be today held in Holand), and various delegates from East Timor, Indonesia, China, Papua New Guinea, and other local branches of our school partied with us. It was very exciting because for me, it was the first time foreigners came to our school. We danced and sang along with catchy worship songs and shared laughs. I also found a weird-looking mushroom on my way to the classroom.  After that scene, Handog gathered on the field to bring up the most awaited plan for Mrs. A's birthday. Well, Gel planned on spelling the words HAPPY BIRTHDAY on top of umbrellas, and WE GOT IT FROM OUR MOMA, in front of our shirts. I have no idea why MOMA was spelled that way.    WE(Yes, WE for Ia and Anne)  GOT(Kristel, MM and Alyssa)  IT(Fel and Audrey)  Mrs. A in a very surprised look with a Red Ribbon Marjolaine from Din. Hey Sam! You're so happy ;)* P.S. Now you see the people behind the blogs in my friends list ;) I love you guys!
Friday, June 27, 2008 @ 4:44 AM
LJ I have an account BUT I have no idea how to work it. Who's willing to teach and help me?
@ 4:36 AM
LOSER TASTE Just during lunch, my friends were talking about their crushes.. And my bad taste with guys. Trust me, this isn’t the usual thing we talk about. They suddenly brought it up. We talk about far more important stuff than Well, blah, blah and blah. They asked me whether the guy I met during our school fair was hot or not. I simply replied, he’s okay. Then they all screamed, See! She has bad taste with guys. The guy I met was surrounded with girls all of a sudden just hours after I met him. Honestly, I didn’t find him that good-looking. They even told names of guys who everyone thinks their hot but I simply said NO to all of them. I'm not even interested on crushing guys, meaning: I haven't had a decent local crush since. EWW! I'm not lesbian! Ew. Remove dirty thoughts... Yuuuuck
@ 3:47 AM
A Week Finally! It’s Friday. Oh my gosh! I’m finally going to rest and have longer dreams in the weekend. I had the weirdest and scariest dream last night; it was like a thriller movie. (Don’t want to explain) BUT we still have to attend school tomorrow to celebrate Mother Josepha’s beatification. Congrats Mother Josepha!... Your heart is ready, is ready, is ready ;) So many awesome things just happened this week and I don’t know where to start. During those times, as usual, I keep thanking God. I love you, God! Well, first of all, I was elected as Class Treasurer. Yes, money again : I applied for both Class Secretary and Treasurer but people wanted me to handle money for the better. Ernest and I were the only candidates for the position of Secretary (or SEXYtary as people would say); Ernest got 24 votes while I got 18. Wow, 6 votes! I, shockingly becoming the only candidate for the position of Class Treasurer, automatically got it for the reason which I don’t know. Anyway, my job is to discipline the class, which is kind odd for me to do since I am part of the noisy group. Haha! I will change for the good of the class. Second, I passed Forte Impromptu! I couldn’t believe it. After all the negative thinking and anxiety I went through during the second screening, all I could say is just wow. When I came out of the classroom to place my things in the locker, I took a quick glance at the bulletin board beside and saw the logo of F.I. together with my name on the third line. I was with Tasha that time and I quickly cheered when I double-checked my name, Tasha, look! We screamed in unison and suddenly, she slapped me. Yes, she did all because she was happy for me. What a weird sign of being happy. I received tons of congratulatory words from all my friends and I happily thanked them all. I was wondering why there were doing those. All we know was that the club has a very difficult start especially in the first auditions, where all the old members’ faces were serious and straight. Wow. I passed through something challenging. Thank you, God!
Monday, June 23, 2008 @ 12:12 AM
FRANK WTFRANK?!
Sunday, June 22, 2008 @ 5:04 AM
LOL SAM! Awesome night chat with Sam! Big highlighted red lines are very interesting ;) Janellaaa: SAM! *
@ 3:15 AM
Lolwhat? I find Urban Dictionary really helpful and funny XD It's like a full source of internet lingos. TEENIE Somebody who is obsessed with a famous person, because of their looks and not the talent. They usually type in upper and lower case letter alternately and over-exaggerate punctuation. They are also too lazy to write in proper English and are usually Chav-ettes. "LyK OmFgZzZ UsHeR Iz GoN mArrY ME IniT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!112344^%878 So KeEp UR DuRtY HaNdz Of gUrLz!£U£*" "ItZ ClLEd TXT TLK!!""£ MiNga!" A teenage girl (or a guy if he's gay) who likes a band based on their looks, not their actual talent. They typically post crap on message boards and in chats about the band about how the members are so hot. "LIEK OMFG!!!1 CHAZ FRUM LINKIN PARK IZ SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!111 I WANT 2 SEE HIM NAKED!!!!1 I WANT 2 FUCK HIM N HAV ALL HIS BABYS!!!11" annoying little people who decide a band is worthy of their time based on how much they want to get into the lead singers pants. They then bitch on said singer's spouse claiming that they are 'stealing there man', etc. If they have gotten to the obsessive stages, they may even take to giving they're "beloved"'s pet names, carrying little pictures in their wallets... etc. Teenies are astonishingly shallow creatures as they can manage all this without actually buying a single/album. And even if they did it would be to stroke the cover. teenie girl: OMFG how dar he lyk av a wife he iz my babeh!!!! we r ment 2 av babies togeva iv named em aftr me n him and evrythin oh THAT BITCH! F*CK HER!! *voodoo*
Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 5:41 AM
LOL  WOW. I was supposed to post this in Multiply but I know what the consequence will be :| I found this in MySpace while trying to find a way to change my status. Anyway, WOW
@ 1:49 AM
CONTAMINATION ERROR I’m guessing Joey didn’t break the boards again this time because finally, the website left a note. Is he renovating the site? Wow. Anyway, first day of school was a bit of a blur because the first thing I heard was people gushing about Jonas Brothers. I don’t have anything against them but just hearing it makes me want to puke, to be honest. I used to like them but consistently hearing them say they’re so hot and stuff everyday, just killed my ears. In fact, a lot of people only like them because of how they look. Let’s say 85% for their looks and 15% for their music. Y/Y? Sam, I know you feel the same way, too, since you are a big fan of the band. They were a sudden hit when S.O.S debuted in the radio waves even though it was already debuted in the states a couple months earlier. Things started getting better as “When You Look Me In The Eyes” debuted. Back to my ranting, can’t saying I like the Jonas Brothers or I’m a big fan of them be enough? What I hate is that I have to suffer in school hearing everyone singing along to their songs everyday and talk about them again and again. Like the rumors that Miley and Nick are really dating. Obviously, I know about that because I watch E! News not because I’m a big fan of them. Just a little thing to soften people’s hearts.  They’re into each other, so what? People saying I hate Miley because of that need a life. They know each other and it’s their personal lives, so DEAL with it. This made me laugh; the person who made this is awesome! She’s into fooling everyone.  Anyway, what really sucks is that people start to compare The Click Five to Jonas Brothers. I’m like, what the hell? What is so comparable about them? NOTHING. Both bands differ from a lot of things especially music and they start to compare without thinking. I want to rant more but I think the mentioned above are enough because I’m trying to avoid things.
@ 1:08 AM
JavaScript :| I’m freaking pissed right now. I can’t get access on YouTube and Yahoo! Mail Beta all because of a disabled JavaScript. Just look at it! I’m not blind :| Argh.
Fark. I hate it!
Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 5:00 AM
I'm a SOPHIE! Miss Casimiro is a real teacher and no one can replace her mad skills. She’s like an all-package personality with the mind, heart, sarcasm and good HEALTH. You are NOT considered healthy when one of those mentioned above isn’t done well and I admit I am not. She started out by telling us that the youth nowadays concentrate more on both social and emotion categories instead of the mental and physical categories, which are far more important. That’s when it struck me out. I have had my eyes on my social life for the past months or maybe years. I knew what makes me look at that way too much and it is the internet. I glued my eyes too much on all my online accounts and the message boards because I always want to be updated on every detail everyone has to say. And now I sound like a gossip, which is kind of true :D So now I’ve decided to go online during Friday nights or the weekend, if ever there’s time. By that, I could save up more electricity and lessen the numbers in the electric bell, concentrate more on my studies, save the environment and make my parents happy :] Just this week, I had the urge of studying all-night long for the sake of having totally awesome grades and just show how I appreciate my parents’ hard work. The tuition fee for this school year has increased 10% and that’s a lot! What they pay for doesn’t include the food we have on the table, the payment for all the bills and our allowance for the whole school year. I wonder why money is always present everywhere. It’s always the root of all kinds of problems especially in the economy. Money is a sin. DIE MONEY! Anyway, thunderstorms are continuously pouring in especially every afternoon and the thunders are really strong and loud! Even the other day, when Mom picked us up from school, the roads were flooded and it nearly reached the wheels of her car. I’m really freaking out and I just hate that the environment is getting worse and worse everyday. I don’t even see any changes from the projects the government has been pushing just to save and protect the earth. As of now, tornadoes are circling around the Lastly, I’ve decided to do advanced reading for the whole day tomorrow on all the books I’ve brought home. GEEK ALERT. I don’t care. Getting the right answers to the teacher’s questions are awesome. It just shows how the hard work I’ve been putting it paid off. Yesterday, I studied Chapter 1 – 1.7 of our Biology book and so much has been conceived in my mind. We’ve been given tips by the juniors on studying all the subjects during our Student orientation week and I know I can do it. A+, here I come!
Thursday, June 5, 2008 @ 3:13 AM
S U M M E R Just last night, I had an awesome conversation with Pat(Balingit), and it’s not the usual conversation with jokes and laughs. It’s more of a discussion and deliberation, where we honestly shared our opinions towards this certain topic we’ve been wondering for a pretty long time.
These posts then slowly connected leading to the very reason why everything was just a blur,why these people were acting different and why this and that was happening. I was opened to this place, where there’s more than just music and interviews. I always had in heart that celebrities are just like us. A human, who eats, sleeps, breathes, and has a mind and heart of their own. Even though their class and lifestyle are far from a normal person, they’re still the same like us. You know, I think whoever’s reading this won’t understand where I’m going to. I wished I could post every detail we talked about but I know it would just start chaos. Some people I know will pretend like they really understood and cared but in reality, they just want attention. * I grew up so much this summer and I blame it all to God. I have to admit, I mostly spent my days in front of the computer, surfing the net as much as I could handle, but it all paid off. Thankfully, I wasn’t badly influenced from the threats circling around the net. I have learned so much from accepting reality, adapting to new and odd words and actions, being creative in expressing how you feel, and accelerating to a new level of maturity. I always thought that my life is like a book with never-ending sequels, where there’s a bunch of up and downs and a climax that leads you to the end. I grew up living and facing problems that are far from my age and I was open to the world of REALITY, where it is true that you have to pass through the hole of a needle to attain success in life.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 @ 7:16 AM
WANTED: BEST FRIEND I haven't updated much right now and it feels weird typing here in the Blogger page because usually I type all my entries in the laptop, which needs construction right now, and I just have to copy and paste it in here. I really am comfortable when I type in there because that's where I can gather all the thoughts in my head and just think properly. Now, I'm typing this here and I feel so slow. Anyway, The Click Five concert just passed 4 days ago and I don't feel tingly and excited inside. I know that I've been talking about it for 9164516465 times and I didn't expect to feel this way. Sad, furious, lonely. I really hate it, I just do. When I arrived home after the concert, I just crashed in the bed and cried. I didn't cry because I was happy but because it was the real feeling of having tears in you eyes. I was suppose to be happy and just reminisce about the whole concert from the start to the end but I didn't. I cried because I was hurt. I didn't really enjoy the concert because I wasn't with my friends, who I want to giggle and jump with while the band serenades us with their songs. I had Janus with me, the son of Tito Freddie, who let me in for free in the concert. Janus wasn't really a hardcore fan like me but he likes some of their songs. I stood up while he was on his seat, watching and taking pictures and videos with his cell phone. There was even this time I moved in the corner just to stand up and go crazy because the people in the upper box were only sitting down. Sadly, I moved back to my seat because I felt stupid and worthless. Then there were these two American teenagers, who moved next to my seat. They were slightly standing up and down as they looked at the people at the back. I knew what they felt, they want to stand up and scream but the other people weren't doing the same. So I had the courage to talk to them and ask, You guys want to stand up? They both agreed and we all screamed and jumped like we were having fun but I didn't feel the same way they had. I was alone while the two girls knew each other. I wanted to cry in the middle of the concert because I wasn't having an awesome night. I wanted to be with Alpha, Issa, Madel, Cami, Dana, Dara, Andy and Cathrel but I couldn't. Tito Freddie said we'd be going down in the VIP section but nothing happened. I should be thinking I'm lucky because I got to interview the band personally and see my whole article together with exclusive photos in SugarSugar but like they say, actions speak louder than words. I wanted to see who the guys really are, and that's during the concert. I wish I had a best friend, who I can share all my feelings with and just have fun with every passing moment of the day. What's wrong with me?, that's what I keep asking. I have lots of friends but I couldn't find which one is the best. Now every time I'd be seeing the pictures of the concert from other countries, I start to hate myself and everything around me. They have awesome pictures while I had suckish and blurry shots. And now I want to ask this certain person, who said VIP tickets weren't worth it? |
preface
Everything I state in this page are words of truth and reality.
I am not a perfect person. I know that I have been given life to see
how the world works and revolves. At this point of my life, I say that
I understand life in ways that move like a roller coaster. That is a fact.
I am Janella and this is how it flows in my world.
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