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Wednesday, June 24, 2009 @ 3:24 AM
A New Beginning This year will be different. It's going to be harder, more challenging but still more fun. I know for sure that I can hit what I want. I can feel my determination to do the things I have never thought of doing. After my first loss in my second swimming competition, I am stronger and more focused to face training. As junior year lives, I will and I know I will be a merit card awardee. I will have grades that would sure make my parents proud, real this time. I know I can. No negativity will be building up around me. It's all optimism and the words of God.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009 @ 1:05 AM
READ PLEASE ON INDEFINITE HIATUS I haven't been updating my blogs (Blogspot&LiveJournal) lately and right now, I'm procrastinating and I can't believe I'm doing this. What a horrible and irresponsible person I am now! I don't think I'll be updating much right now (and I don't even think people read this anymore) because school work keeps stacking in everyday and I don't want to strike>procrastinate ever again. Anyway, I have this long list of things to do and only three have been marked checked. Gah! Keep checking in this site for some rants (here's where I update most): Multiply
Friday, February 6, 2009 @ 9:50 PM
Saturday all my way! It shocks me to know that I do not regret missing out a school day for the first time– today’s Saturday, second day of our school fair – and not being able to ride Octopus or even experiencing jumping up and down crazily in the inflatables. I’ve been obsessed having a perfect attendance since the fifth grade but it had to get ruined when I was sick a few months ago even if I insisted Mom I go to school because it was also the first day of exams. My body’s aching and too tired to go out of the house today. We had a variety show yesterday entitled “Genesis”, where all performing arts club are to take part, and I was part of it. Our club was divided into three because we had three scenes for our club. The first was entitled “Fall of Man”, this is where Adam and Eve eats the forbidden fruit and you know what happens. Second is “Destruction of Man”, this is where all seven deadly sins appear; and last is “Enlightenment of Man”, this is where all seven virtues come up (here’s where I’m in). In our part, we did drama and cried – thankfully I did it properly. To make sure we cry, we rubbed Vicks on our eye bags. When we’re on stage already, I didn’t cry because of the ointment but because of the emotion I was showing. Now that’s a wow! We danced womanizer afterward (there was exchanging of clubs among the performing arts clubs – our was from Forte Impromptu to Aglaia) and I can’t believe I remembered the steps! Last was the finale, all clubs danced “Circle of Life” and we all wore white. We gave out all our best that’s why we’re all exhausted after the show. We had a dance party and it was wild! I had to go after twenty minutes because I found out my uncle was waiting for me for three hours now in the parking lot and Dad forgot to tell him that I was going home late. And now I’m home alone – Mom’s with my sisters in the fair, Dad’s in work, and my brother’s somewhere I don’t care where. Happy to relax and blast out my iTunes playlist – finally I can listen to music! I have plenty of time to do all the gazillion home works and projects and I won’t have to worry running out of time. Thank you, Lord!
Tuesday, January 6, 2009 @ 2:12 AM
I got an A- in my Bioloooooooooooooooooogy exam! I am so damn happy and I can’t wait to tell Mom. ..But wait, she’ll be asking the rest of my scores… and there’s Math with a C-. Better not.
@ 1:59 AM
All about English I’m currently reading “Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl” and everyone, I mean everyone from around the world, has heard and read about it. This book shows the experiences of Anne and the people with her in the place they’ve hidden for two years during the World War II. I still haven’t finished it but I’ve been enjoying a lot with each turn of a page. Anne’s way of writing and her moving grammar wondered me why people don’t talk this way anymore. You don’t find much people nowadays really caring about their grammar and they put in absurd expressions between words of sentences they make. It saddens me how others cannot spell the simplest English word and they don’t have the slightest intention to correct it. What saddens me more is that children aren’t properly educated and in fact, people my age are still learning basic addition. I may not know and have the highest standards of English grammar and vocabulary but I have good knowledge with it. English was my first language when I was born and I have to admit, I don’t have the accent everyone knows on people who speak it but I do know how to speak straightly and properly. Then I remembered the episode on “Girl of the Playboy Mansion (formerly Girls Next Door) “ where they are to attend a Renaissance Festival and Hollie, Kendra, and Bridget had to take Renaissance language lessons (and yes, William Shakespeare lives during this time) before they could go. [With the way Anne starts writing in her diary (Dear Kitty) and the formal English during Renaissance period, maybe I could try it with the following text below.] Dear Poo, The word (or phrase) that I could remember clearly in the episode was sausage wallet meaning whore. Pardon me for my language, but that was the only word I could recall for Kendra (she is my favorite in the show) kept repeating it and it got stuck in my head. The Renaissance word for the English word If I would continue speaking and writing this formal way, I might reach my dream of being intelligent! Oh how ironic that is going to be, Poo, don’t you agree? Look at the time! I have to make a quick look in “Anne Frank: The Diary of a Young Girl” and off to sleep. Happy dreams, Poo! Yours, Janella
Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 8:46 AM
I'm sorry, guys. I have turned myself into a monster and even acted like one all because of trying to “fit in”. A monster that lost the friends who talked to you when you were lonely and kept you company when you’re bored. They were the first real friends I had in the place I felt alone and they gave me a new meaning to the word “technology”. I still wanted to “fit in” in that place and unknowingly, I slowly turned away from the strong bond we had. The laughs, the cries, and the parties. And now every time they talk, I want to talk, too, but I feel I’m invisible to them. I want to start a conversation with them, but I don’t know how to start one because I don’t know what’s up from them. I want to hang out with them again, but I feel I don’t deserve to be hung out with. I don’t want them to pity me when they see this, I just want them to know that I miss them – yes, I miss you, guys – and it wasn’t my intention to go away (my desperation just had to control over me and I’m sorry). I’d do anything to be friends with you again and I still miss all the conversations we keep having. I don’t know what’s happening with me anymore. The way I act when you see it, it’s really not me in real life. In real life, I always have the smile knowing I love making friends. I don’t easily get mad at people and I don’t have the courage to even hurt them. But I just did. All I want to say is I’m Sorry.
Wednesday, December 17, 2008 @ 2:49 AM
Finally! I have updated both my LiveJournal and Buzznet with a blog :) So I made some entries in LJ public.. Sharing =D |
preface
Everything I state in this page are words of truth and reality.
I am not a perfect person. I know that I have been given life to see
how the world works and revolves. At this point of my life, I say that
I understand life in ways that move like a roller coaster. That is a fact.
I am Janella and this is how it flows in my world.
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